I had a dream

I dreamt that I somehow met her. Saw she was a little hesitant and trying to wiggle her way out of seeing me, trying to give me the slip. But she stood her ground after a short few seconds. Gave her a wave as we saw each other. Came up close to that face...a little strange now but still so beautiful...and then a peck on her cheeks. She put her hand through my arm and we took a walk, catching up. We talked a little, she tells me how she still thinks of me...sometimes. And I collapsed to the floor, the tears a little slow in coming, but genuinely heartbroken....the years we wasted.

Then I woke to reality and wanted to punch myself.